So much in so little....

Well,
Here I am back to writing out what is going on. Once again my scrap booking has been put on hold for the time being as there has been so much going on in my life in such short notice.  In less than a month, me and my ex Jared of 7 years have broken up, I'm looking for my own apartment, and I'm seeing someone new. Jared and I chose to be friends which is fine but I'm starting to wonder how close of friends were really going to be. He keeps acting like a stuck-up snobbish (I think I'm awesome) kind of manner. I was hoping to have moved into my own apartment by now but that didn't work out as quickly as I had hoped. So I'm sitting here in my ex's apartment, haven't packed anything yet, waiting on some paychecks so I can get out of here. It's kinda of weird how everything has played out, I expected us to get into a big fight, instead we talked it over and were both on the same page. I expected to leave and be single for awhile and instead found my heartstrings being pulled into another relationship, I expected to find an apartment faster than this, instead I'm sitting here still waiting to have the money to get out.
Well, in any case let me tell you a little bit about the new guy....
his name is Fernando Lozano Ortiz. He's romantic, sweet, respectful, gentle. He is essentially the exact opposite of Jared...haha. He buys me flowers, he wants to dance, sing, he plays the guitar (and has played/sang me songs). He's already asked my Mom and her husband permission to marry me next year and they gave it!!!
I have gone from a slow everyday life to a fast paced one and the best thing about it is that I'm not scared or freaking out. I am usually one who doesn't do well with change especially change that I feel I can't have some control over. But, I feel completely safe, like I'm going in the direction I'm supposed to be going and not just that but it's like I'm catching up to where I ought to be hence the rush. I've waited years for Jared to want to marry and have kids, dreamed about it, prayed about it, cried about it, etc. Now that I essentially have dumped that load, it's like the Universe is rushing in to give me what I've been asking for. I got a good romantic man who thinks I'm awesome and loves everything about me (not just my body) and who not just wants to marry me but to have kids with me too! He wants to start having kids after we get married, he wants to have at least 4. I am so excited I have cried with glee over the changes in my life over the last month. I know that sounds sad for Jared cuz he can be a good man and a wonderful friend. But, he wasn't fulfilling my needs as a woman and thus is why I think I was unhappy.
So, over the course of these next few weeks/month I am unsure how often I will be on the computer and up to writing. I'm working on getting into an apartment, which means packing, switching power/internet bills over to new location since they are in my name (haha) and then unpacking and all that fun stuff. Fernando also isn't a big fan of computers and video games, so when were both home I don't think I will be on much. Only time I'd have a chance is when he's working or sleeping - for respect to him unless he's busy doing something. No it's not a controlling factor, he himself just isn't one to waste his time on the couch with video games or hours on the computer, he likes to go out and do stuff - which I love about him.
So, keep me in your prayers and I will do my best to come and update what is going on. Until then, have a blessed day/week/month!

Getting there

Been re-finding items I lost on my old computer, and getting scrapping ideas. My mind is brewing with all sorts of little things, now to just get them organized to actually get back into kit making. I also need to look up youtube videos that will help explain some features on the Photoshop that I haven't used before, like scripts and styles. But, for now I must get back into organizing my files...be back to writing soon.